from
Hurts Just Right/Can't Have You,
released November 30, 2018
I’m never leaving, there’s no place I need to go
I stopped believing far to many nights ago
There are no emotions left, my heart is just a hole
My chest is moving but no air flows through this throat
And I need something to fuck me up
Just like the cold steel grille of a semi-truck
‘Cause these days I’m filled with nothingness
And I’m through
So I’m hoping for a heart attack tonight
Because all I wanna do is lose this fight
And I can’t
I can’t have you
I can’t
I can’t have you
I’m so indifferent towards everything I see
I came to realize it’s not you, it’s all on me
Too little, too late and my life just passed me by
I fall to pieces, a little more so every night
I just want you to hold me tight
As we head for the second star to the right
And scream for death
As they shoot us out of the sky
So I’m hoping for a heart attack tonight
Because all I wanna do is lose this fight
‘Cause I can’t
I can’t have you
I can’t
I can’t have you